Thursday, May 09, 2013

Nervous

My insecurities are flaring up again. Today is the day after Inventory at work and I still don't know the results of it.
Contingent to those results are my decision on how to move to request the 5K loan from BoA and at the same time request a Hardship withdrawl from my 401K account with Merril Lynch to pay for Junior's tuition.
I don't think that my job is in jeopardy, but I would be very disappointed that after all the hard work that I put in for a whole year would yield negative results, aka shrinkage.
So, God's willing I will need to face any situation regardless of the results. I am the person in charge in that department and the buck stops with me.
Here I go!