Noise a vexation to my soul. And not just to my soul, but for my state of mind. I need to read and complete some quizzes but I can not focus while I hearing my wife listening to a loud selection of music and singing along in the kitchen. I don't have the heart to tell her to turn it off, I think I'll just wait here. Today is Friday June 26, 2020. Still living (if you can call it living) under the COVID-19 pandemic, people are still getting infected and in a much faster rate, just when some of us thought that we were on the way out of it.
I'm stressed out, not just by the pandemic, work conditions at Walmart, inner demons, and still dealing with trauma issues.
I can't go outside and ride my bike, which is my way of dissipating all bad and negative thoughts and stress-inducing worries, because it's raining.
I like the music Anamaria is listening now, only I'm not in the mood for it. I need silence, silence, silence. I enjoy solitude and quietness immensely. I thought I was going to be by myself at home today, it turns out she didn't have to go to work neither.
If I had a laptop, I could get in the car and drive somewhere to do my studying in peace.
I wonder if the Book Cellar is open right now.
Friday, June 26, 2020
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