Why her? Why them and not me?
This is by no means a rant against God, but seeing my daughter suffering from diabetes tears me apart. I would give anything to get all her maladies into me so she can be happy forever. God, I know that you don't which anything bad onto your children, you don't have a hand in it, it's destiny, it's written, is bound to happen. But if this is a test of will, is a test for who?
My baby doesn't deserve the pain she is going thru!
I, on the other hand do.
I ask all the Angels up there to take care of my baby. Don't let her despair, show her the way to the light, teach her the right way, give her love, encourage her to follow the best path.
I know I should be the one with all the pains and despairs, I deserve the punishment not her, nor my wife. I already suffer just knowing that my two beautiful women suffer in silence. and is so frustrating feeling this impotency to be able to reverse their maladies and sadness and see them enjoy life and live a happy and productive life.
If somebody is to blame for the unhappinness in this family is me. God help me make it better for my family, I love them with all my heart and maybe with some bias I feel more for my daughter, my baby Raquelucha
God forgive me for this rant, but I'n still imploring to you and all your Angels to watch over all the suffering creatures in this world especially my babies.
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