It's been two months and I can't say with certainty if I'm getting better after being on Cymbalta (I'm taking the generic version) for two months with Hydroxyzine for anxiety. The first one is making an effect in me, I can tell, although this is hard to describe, the second one I don't take it as much because I get very sleepy and lethargic, so I take it only when I have a hard time with insomnia .
Some of my symptoms are fading away slowly but in pace, but some are still very much present;
- I don't feel as hopeless, but still feel some sadness
- I still feel melancholic; I feel the need to connect with my past (the ephemeral, fleeting good moments and times I lived as a child and as an adolescent)
- I am still in low spirits, although these vanish as soon as I see or hear about Baby Sloan, my Princess. I am crying right now tears of happiness, just thinking about her, since I haven't seen her since August 27 when we took her to the Zoo and the River bank water spot where she had so much fun, She's visiting her other set of Grandparents in Florida now.
I'm planning to tale a LOA from work for about a month and a half or maybe two, if everything goes as planned.
We'll see.😢😢
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